These days.

These days, there's not much for me to say here. These days, it's more in my mind that I feel can't be shared. So new years resolutions failing already? Yeah I see it too. I'll just express one small piece of many shattered thoughts laying inside.

Why is it that people who sin the most, get the most positive things out of life? They say what they do will catch up to them later but I'm still waiting.. They lie, they cheat, they steal... They do the most horrible things and still manage to obtain the audacity to walk around like nothing is wrong. What's even worse is when there are individuals who DON'T do any of that and are real, somehow receive these reputations. It really irritates me because I fall under the individuals that take on these assumptions.

Why is it that individuals who do nothing wrong: don't talk shit, don't cheat, don't play around, don't lie about things that will hurt people in the end. - End up with the low end of everything? Become the subject of shit talking, be cheated on, played, lied to, have so many people consider you 'fake' so the word spreads and there's no chance of finding some legitimate friends. While the sinful persons do all of the above and some how appear to be the angelic one where no one can see passed that exterior and just assume that they can't be anything but what they look like.

I don't know guys, is that life? Or is that just high school? Then again isn't life just like high school? I'm really over this shit. I've been over it since I moved here. It's time to leave and find some place new. Some where real.