Feeling Empty.

So I woke up this morning feeling funny, a familiar feeling though. A sense of emptiness that I felt a little while back. What triggered this? A dream I had last night, ever have those dreams that depict... everything negative in your life? Yeah. I had one of those. I might as well get into detail since I don't have much else to share.

• university and college brochures, right now I'm stressing about that
• moved into a nice apartment, in reality that's not happening anytime soon
• I was basically alone, in reality I feel I have no real friends
  
• I went over to a boyfriend's house and someone called him and he wouldn't get off the damn phone to spend time with me so i left

Now I know how people wake up in a shitty mood :O. I feel like at this point in time nothing is going well. Everything above as well as my laptop has this horrible virus so my brother needs to format it, I'll be losing all my information because I also lost my effing USB AND I have a college applicant profile (I have to answer 13 questions in a formal manner) due Wednesday that I haven't started. I'm basically only going to have 3 days to do that! Can anyone guess where I will be on my lunch at school? Fuck my life. OH OH and I have two assignments on Monday that need shit done on a computer. fuckkkkkkkkk.

I realized that my supervisor is extremely territorial with men. I wore black leggings to work today, my manager seemed to not mind. I was talking with the bread boy and the supervisor comes along and lectures me about my attire... um, okay? Later she sees me talking to a female co-worker and she's perfectly fine. Then it hit me. EVERY TIME I talk to a guy at work, she goes ballistic. She finds SOMETHING, like the tiniest thing to bitch at me about or finds a way to talk to the guy whether it's an event that they both attended or it's a business related question. PLUS whatever guy she saw me talking to, he tells me that she tells them not to talk to me. wow -_- Kay I'm sorry that I click with the guys more at work? LOL I only talk to 3 girls and the rest are dudes. That's just the way I am =\

To conclude, I am currently depressed and annoyed due to the ridiculous dream and anal supervisor.