WHY is everyone so sad? :( I'm suppose to be the sad one! I'm suppose to be the individual that takes in all the negativity >___> All of you shouldn't be feeling horrible, that's too much pessimism in the atmosphere! *Sigh* and it all seems to be revolving around the same subject too. I really shouldn't be the one you're coming to, or giving you advice. People, what can you really do? Boys will be boys and bitches will be bitches. We're all experiencing that sense of unimportance, am I right? Not going to throw out names but all of you do feel that way, including myself. Right now you THINK "kay that's it! it's over, I'm going to leave him when the time is right. When I see him I'll say it straight up or I'll ask him (what needs to be asked) to his face so I'll know" But god... you KNOW you sons of bitches are LYING to yourselves DAMMIT. You think of leaving but as soon as you see them you feel fine all of a sudden or you forget what needs to be said/asked. I'm not ripping on you still, and if you think they're going to change, they're really not. No matter the age that shit won't change. I have yet to find a guy that will make me feel ... something. My momma told me don't give my life away, my boys told me to never settle cause I deserve better, my homies show me what's real and let me choose my path. Where are my girls? Goodness, they're up in those clouds foreal. Ladies you need to come back down. So take their advice, I dismiss it a lot. I don't go out much, I don't have that many real friends but ones that I do have, know what's good and what's not. Now, all of you know how I feel twenty-four seven, eh? Being in-existent, no one listening to you and then some one repeats what you said so then it REALLY feels like you're nothing. You only feel that with that one person though... doesn't that just hurt even more? Cause any one in a damn room can ignore you and you don't give a fuck, but as soon as that ONE PERSON does it-- it's breaks you. So my advice is do one of two things: either get a good grip on the rope and hold on to what's going on. Or let go and turn your heart into stone. Could this really be that journey you weren't looking for but found? Or was it just time well wasted?
Monday, March 1, 2010
Time.
WASTE OF TIME = Friday. Going to school was useless that day, you know it should be a snow day when first period is delayed and your teacher gives you permission to sleep in class.
WHY is everyone so sad? :( I'm suppose to be the sad one! I'm suppose to be the individual that takes in all the negativity >___> All of you shouldn't be feeling horrible, that's too much pessimism in the atmosphere! *Sigh* and it all seems to be revolving around the same subject too. I really shouldn't be the one you're coming to, or giving you advice. People, what can you really do? Boys will be boys and bitches will be bitches. We're all experiencing that sense of unimportance, am I right? Not going to throw out names but all of you do feel that way, including myself. Right now you THINK "kay that's it! it's over, I'm going to leave him when the time is right. When I see him I'll say it straight up or I'll ask him (what needs to be asked) to his face so I'll know" But god... you KNOW you sons of bitches are LYING to yourselves DAMMIT. You think of leaving but as soon as you see them you feel fine all of a sudden or you forget what needs to be said/asked. I'm not ripping on you still, and if you think they're going to change, they're really not. No matter the age that shit won't change. I have yet to find a guy that will make me feel ... something. My momma told me don't give my life away, my boys told me to never settle cause I deserve better, my homies show me what's real and let me choose my path. Where are my girls? Goodness, they're up in those clouds foreal. Ladies you need to come back down. So take their advice, I dismiss it a lot. I don't go out much, I don't have that many real friends but ones that I do have, know what's good and what's not. Now, all of you know how I feel twenty-four seven, eh? Being in-existent, no one listening to you and then some one repeats what you said so then it REALLY feels like you're nothing. You only feel that with that one person though... doesn't that just hurt even more? Cause any one in a damn room can ignore you and you don't give a fuck, but as soon as that ONE PERSON does it-- it's breaks you. So my advice is do one of two things: either get a good grip on the rope and hold on to what's going on. Or let go and turn your heart into stone. Could this really be that journey you weren't looking for but found? Or was it just time well wasted?
WHY is everyone so sad? :( I'm suppose to be the sad one! I'm suppose to be the individual that takes in all the negativity >___> All of you shouldn't be feeling horrible, that's too much pessimism in the atmosphere! *Sigh* and it all seems to be revolving around the same subject too. I really shouldn't be the one you're coming to, or giving you advice. People, what can you really do? Boys will be boys and bitches will be bitches. We're all experiencing that sense of unimportance, am I right? Not going to throw out names but all of you do feel that way, including myself. Right now you THINK "kay that's it! it's over, I'm going to leave him when the time is right. When I see him I'll say it straight up or I'll ask him (what needs to be asked) to his face so I'll know" But god... you KNOW you sons of bitches are LYING to yourselves DAMMIT. You think of leaving but as soon as you see them you feel fine all of a sudden or you forget what needs to be said/asked. I'm not ripping on you still, and if you think they're going to change, they're really not. No matter the age that shit won't change. I have yet to find a guy that will make me feel ... something. My momma told me don't give my life away, my boys told me to never settle cause I deserve better, my homies show me what's real and let me choose my path. Where are my girls? Goodness, they're up in those clouds foreal. Ladies you need to come back down. So take their advice, I dismiss it a lot. I don't go out much, I don't have that many real friends but ones that I do have, know what's good and what's not. Now, all of you know how I feel twenty-four seven, eh? Being in-existent, no one listening to you and then some one repeats what you said so then it REALLY feels like you're nothing. You only feel that with that one person though... doesn't that just hurt even more? Cause any one in a damn room can ignore you and you don't give a fuck, but as soon as that ONE PERSON does it-- it's breaks you. So my advice is do one of two things: either get a good grip on the rope and hold on to what's going on. Or let go and turn your heart into stone. Could this really be that journey you weren't looking for but found? Or was it just time well wasted?
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