Hope I don't jinx it.

I had a model interview today with C.H.I.L (Canadian Hip-Hop Is Legit). I feel it went pretty well, they were running late and I was they're first applicant. He asked pretty standard questions, said I gave really good answers and am very sociable. The only thing was when he asked for my availability-- if I'm able to go to places across Canada (all expenses paid WOO ;), I informed them about my curfew and how it will be extended when I turned 18 so hopefully they'll understand. In the end, he said things were looking good for me and I was making them feel confident about the interviews since I was the first one. He said that he will most likely call me tonight and then stated my phone number! So nervous!

So right now I'm waiting for the call. I think I have the QUALITIES to be part of their association... such as, the experience, regional arts student, make-up knowledge and crap-- but I don't feel like... I'm physically capable?.. of being their model. I don't FEEL like I'm pretty enough to be a model. As much as people would say I'm pretty, guys' flirt with me or I get offered small modeling opportunities. At the end of the day, I feel no different, I still see the same. If I take a look in the mirror, nothing's changed. I still feel like the 9 year old girl that doesn't like how she looks and wants to alter something...